One day, you might forget the people who've once came in your life. But when that day comes, I won't forget you, cause you didn't just come into my life, you've became a part of it. You're so SWEET! I'm getting cavities. Haha
Looking back on everything, I still remember his smile. I wish things didn't end so soon and turn back time for awhile. Just awhile. No matter how much it hurts, I still love him so. A part of me need him so much, can't seem to let him go actually. He was my reason for waking up, for the smile that everyone see on my face. Going a single day without him makes me feel so out of place. I was afraid of opening up. Now, I am afraid of the next day. Whenever I see him one last time, I'm terrified of what he might say. I know tomorrow will hurt, and I also know that tears will fade away. But when I see him one last time, I won't know what to do, if he tells me the last goodbye, I'll whisper "I'll already miss you".
I won't say much, a millions words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither a millions tears, I know, because I've cried. I just don't know what to say to make you've come back to me like before. I wish we could turn back times. I just want you to know, the way I loved you, it NEVER change :)
Habis satu cerita. Ni aku nak sambung lagi satu ceritalah. Pasal seorang kawan. Gua pun taktahulah, lu ni layak ke untuk gelaran kawan tuh. Aku bukan nak ungkit brader, tapi agak2 lah. Aku ni bukannya berkira sngat pun. Lu takde duit gua payung, lu nak beli baju lu pinjam duit gua, bila lu sengkek, shishaa, makan minum gua payung, ramai2 der. Sekarang ni, lu dah kerja, lu dapat gaji, LU DIAM! Memang macam bangsat. Agak2 ahh, reti-retilah sikit nak bayar hutang lu, jauh mana lu nak lari, habis jugak duit tuh. Tak kemana ah. Aku bukan apa, sedar-sedarlah bang, kawan-kawan pernah susah untuk kau, bila kau senang kau lari. Memang jantan takde telur. Bodoh. Aku dah banyak habis duit dekat kau, nak aku ungkit satu-satu? Aku panas je dengar kau dapat gaji, kau shopping sorang-sorang, seronok sorang-sorang. Apa rasa? Takde apa derr. Aduhh, panas je. Takpe, gua diam, gua nak tengok, lu ingat tak hutang lu. Aku bukan berkira, aku cuma nak kau SEDAR.
Aku bukan apa, jahat-jahat aku pun, aku still ingat kawan-kawan aku.